Wednesday, August 3, 2011

missing you is my full time job.


I'd be happy to come back to you... except it was you that went away.
I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
Good-bye's make you think. They make you realize what you've had and what you've lost, and what you've taken for granted.
Good-bye is only truly painful if you know you'll never say hello again.
Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future.
Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not.
We'll do what we gotta do, see what we gotta see, and if in the end we end up together, then we'll know it was meant to be.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you... and I wish on a star that somewhere you're thinking of me, too.
Even now after all this time, you called me and wanted me I'd say "yes! It's about time what took you so damn long!".
You do something to me that I can't explain, so would I be out of line if I said I miss you?
The few hours I spent with you are worth the thousand hours I spend without you.
This is out last goodbye... it's over, just hear this and then I'll go; you gave me more to live for then you'll ever know.
Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.
It's been quite awhile... I must say I miss our friendship. I miss you, but what I really miss the most is not just you or us but how it all was.
I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!
I ofter catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!
I get this feelings we'll be together again. No straight lines make up my life, all roads have bends. No clear cut begging's and so far no dead ends.
Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.
I called because I wanted you to know that despite everything that' happened and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning.
If some thing happens and you lose me, please don' think that' the end, come and find again.
I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on me mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... hey I miss you.
People that are meant to be together always find their way in the end.
We've gone our separate ways and I know it's for the best, but sometimes I wonder, will I ever have friends like you again?
I miss all the little things. Like him driving with his hand resting on my knee and the way wed share a big gooey ice cream. But I especially miss the hot nights in those motel rooms when he was all around me, the taste, and the scent and the feel of him. And Id fall asleep in his arms, with the sound of his heartbeat being the last thing I heard before going to sleep. I ache with longing.
I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.
In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did.
If you missed me then I'm sorry I didn't stay away longer, I like being missed.
Just the thought of being with you tomorrow is enough to get me through today.
It's YOU. You mean everything to me... you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams... when you are sad, I fell sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.

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